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Hospitalizer

by This Machine Kills Vibes

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1.
I've seen the fire burn out in your eyes Embers cooling in your soul You don't need the flame to fantasize Liquid courage makes you whole Radiate on something new Something stolen, something true Something's burning down the hours Grab your weapons, go to town Who builds it up will tear it down What's to blame but faulty towers Like a drug, I need it desperately Feel the bugs crawl in my skin Something's missing, where's the rest of me Stripped and broken once again Where's the boy you knew of years ago The man you see buried him deep Take it easy, baby, take it slow Ain't no use in losing sleep So stop and look a picture's worth a thousand words A thousand voices who are waiting to be heard And something's burning down the hours Well, what's to blame but faulty towers
2.
Want another reaction I despise this side of you And your passion's so thin that I see through Want that dull satisfaction And to know this feeling's true But there's less of a chance to start anew Start it from something, build it to nothing Stranded on repeat Ready or not, you surely have got me Resigned to defeat I know what you're all about So in anger, I lash out Don't know what you're fighting for I'll get mine and you'll get yours So you turned out the hero Did you play the winning card Did you happen to catch me off my guard Got me here at the ending Did you pull the final straw Seems it's come up to me to take the fall Nothing left that's worth mending You've left me standing in awe And I've come a long way from standing tall
3.
Where's your self worth? Non-existent Can't even look me in the eye Are you cast out? Feeling distant? Can you let out a deeper sigh? Stay within your comfort zone 'Cause that's the fuckin' way she goes Me, myself, I'm on my own My nights are highs my days are lows, SAY It picks me up and puts me Right back where we started from I just want something that will take me higher I know you want company It rings out in each chord you strum Shut me out and leave me hanging on a wire Loose, pale skin hangs from your shoulders Where is the old beautiful you? Clear to see you're getting older Your veins a different shade of blue Strangers all seem so alarming They turn to you a bitter stare Everyone is sick and charming Just who's skin would you like to wear
4.
Neutrals 02:40
If there were instant karma Not a lot of good would come your way and You left a path of trauma Gotta let the good fall to dismay Where did our time of peace go Looking like we're under friendly fire You set yourself up weak, though Looking like you won't get your desire But you'll feel it coming, feel it coming in fast But you're no survivor, wont outlive or outlast Well who's in the wrong will the stone be cast by me We're through being sympathetic Course ran too long, 'cause we let it Come again, you'll leave regretfully Oh no, you found some footing Never should have let my guard down so low Break down and take to looting Boy, you sure know how to host a show The anger still resounding But again you take a sudden step and End up on rival grounding Fucking up, you still aren't winning yet Won't be content until you're gone 'Cause there's no stopping 'til it's done Opposing sides give in too soon But now the neutrals mean your doom
5.
So it goes, your pride is in dispose Got me questioning the path I chose Your white lies have led to your demise Got the look of ruin in your eyes Oh, you pretty things! Send forth your offering Idle hands are useless Notice the words you sing, no use in suffering Know it can be ruthless Ain't no Olympian, I'm just a simple man Drowning in my hubris Behold my arrogance hiding in eloquence Lost in deep emotion Cast in fire and sea Drown in priceless moments Burn eternally Through the cracks, you seek a great perhaps Choruses will sing of your collapse My image puts on a grand facade The privilege of living like a god All undressed, you lay yourself to rest How'd you get so truly self-obsessed Like Adonis, overlaid in brawn Horrid child transformed to perfect swan
6.
Summer ends, the leaves start falling I feel you shiver take me all in Will you remember when the morning brings first light Or will we even make it through the night I know my eyes are open I know the door is closing I need what's on the other side And thought I'm moving through hell Only heaven can wait You've got me under your spell Nothing like tempting fate You've got my heart on the run But your mind's in the way Maybe I'm jumping the gun But it's too soon to say I feel I'm always walking on edge No accusations left to allege Will I remember when the last leaf hits the ground Or will I be another big let down For you, I am elated On you I am fixated If I fail you, god knows I tried
7.
Ring in the golden years The best ones of our lives Seems like you've said too much But still your word survives Repeating and repeating 'Til we're driven mad Remember these years Are the best you've ever had Just like the pot calling the kettle black No load off my mind, no skin off my back Patience is a virtue, beauty is a fading flower Take the scene route and while away the hours Silence is falling and The air is turning gold Your story's gruesome And it's better off untold A pack of lies so deep It puts the sea to shame Do you get pleasure knowing You're the one to blame The devil's in the details And the details' in your kiss But I won't ever let you get away with this You're willfully ignorant I hear every word you're saying Yeah, I'm a walking cliche but I feel the pain You always say the words That come into my head Unpracticed mindreader Clairvoyant, born and bred I stare right through your thick skull Straight into your mind These gold years are full of Secrets to unwind
8.
Wake up, wherever you are Something's got me seeing stars And where I am is not my home And again I'm moving fast To the bottom of my glass And soon these hands are not my own When the last drink's been imbibed Pour another stay inside Got me feeling less than small Love the feel of skin on skin But this mind is free of sin You make me human after all Swallow whatever you can Ancient pain in a young man And slip on in to your defense One obsession to the next Moving slow, you get no rest You push away at your expense
9.
I'll set controls right for the center of the sun Along the way we must have taken a wrong turn I get the feeling that this soon will come undone It's too familiar and I recognize the burn All at once, or on our own Desolate the unbeknown Ascending higher, higher, straight into the heart of fire Feel the heat rise as we melt away We've forgotten what we are, so let's blast off, take to the stars Let's ignore it all and call it fate Fixed on me in imminence Living out in future tense There was a light that burn so deep inside of you But it was put out long ago These phony lights of ours all shine a different hue We've gotta find our inner glow Let's take a journey straight into the last frontier We're sure to find what we are looking for out there I must escape before I waste another year You know that feeling that comes creeping through the air Night by night it eats away And comes again another day I'll leave the human race, blast off tonight, get lost in space They say the future's written in the stars The universe is vast, our lives are blinks that end too fast And no one dies without earning their scars Maybe this won't come to pass Reaching my critical mass
10.
Paranoia has its prophets To hear their words is to have lost it Inside jokes and inside secrets They're plain to see why should they be kept Hidden in plain sight but from the blind Slipping up, your farce is showing Break out the facts and keep them flowing Outer space and outer limits The future's dark, the light's so dim it Casts itself on what we need to find Everybody gather 'round I guess it's time to start a new world order Love to hear that freedom sound So grab your guns and meet me at the border As a whole, we stand united The control shall be divided CIA, Illuminati, better join the winning party When the time comes Whose side are you on? In a lie, the truth is hidden But the truth has been forbidden Hidden scales and hidden faces Burn it all and leave no traces Waiting for our judgment day to dawn Lock up your windows, and lock up your daughters The end is oncoming, prepare for the slaughter Right before your eyes, you're too blind to see I'm enlightened, so why are you questioning me? On and on, we'll keep predicting But the end will keep on shifting Paranoia, psychosis It climbs in us and runs amiss but Everything must someday come to end
11.
Seems like we're parting ways my oldest friend Well I say better late than not Well, there is no use trying to pretend It seems I've hit an odd sore spot Ain't so much like you just to turn me away You are the one who's done me wrong And I know you're the one who started the fray And then you kept it running long So fictional, I revert back to the original So full of apathy, so typical You messianic individual I revert back to thee You non-ironic son of Jesus Christ Just where did you mind go searching Well, you've left nothing for us to entice You've become some social urchin
12.
Skies open, and I'm hoping Soon they will be clear So watch in awe as cities start to disappear Man's fallen, someone's calling Judgment day is here But nothing shakes that dismal ringing in your ear And when it all has been laid to waste Who will be left to sing our praise And something crawls out the ground Come watch the dead all dance around To a dying sound And as your maker descends There's nothing left but to repent As the whole world ends Forsaken, what's awakened Are you still the same What will we do when we've forgotten our own name Lost Eden, ground's a-bleedin' All goes up in flame It cleanses all and leaves you burning in your shame Conjure nostalgia, moving in on blind foresight We're looking back at days gone by Walk in somnambulance, receiving your last rights But always keeping your eyes off the gaping skies And as we draw to a close Your skin will start to decompose In your final throes And watch your soul ascending Apocalypse is impending All is unending

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A little album about a big nervous breakdown.

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released December 28, 2014

Spencer Krull - Vocals, Guitar, Bass, Synth Programming, Keys
Scot Adams - Drums, Production
Kara Ficke - Background Vocals on "Here at the Ending"

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Lincoln, Nebraska art punk

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